Our Story

We are WRITERS of our own stories.

We once shared a common thought and wrote down anything

we both wanted and desired to happen mutually.

Our pieces are in connection to each other;

the shared lives we had are even featured in one segment of the book.

Lesser we knew that not all of the chapters are assigned

for us to take control in and no erasures can be allowed

for any misspell of words or grammatical errors.

What we have written would be permanent

and we don’t have the right to edit the lines,

only God who is the owner of our LIFE’S BOOK has the POWER to do it.

WE ARE JUST GUEST WRITERS, HE IS THE AUTHOR.

(Just an excerpt from "Our Story")

- Riz -

Living a day with sadness,

There's no hope for happiness.

Existing in a world of fantasy,

There's no room for reality.

Struggling amidst despair,

There's no strength to bear.

Surviving from the twist of fate,

There's no chance to take.

Staying in dark corners of life,

There's no existence of light.

After all which have I gone through,

THERE is YOU...

There is YOU who bring hope for happiness,

There is YOU who build a room for reality,

There is YOU who give strength to bear,

There is YOU who grant me chance to take,

There is YOU who guide me through the light,

How GLAD and THANKFUL I am that YOU are there...

And I LOVE YOU FOR THAT REASON!

- Riz -

This Cannot Be!

I am now facing my greatest fear,

Trying to overcome what I feel,

Struggling to resist this kind of thrill,

This can't be possible, can't be real!

Am I in-love again the second time around?

With the same person whom I loved once

Or am I just having a crazy illusion?

Am I doomed in a stupid situation?

I can't escape from this truth,

Cannot defeat my foolish thoughts,

This emotion can't be denied,

I am falling one more time!

I hate to think having this feeling,

This is wrong, this cannot happen!

Past has passed, it has ended,

But why am I still haunted?

- Riz -

Sometimes I Doubt

Sometimes I doubt whether you're still mine,

Or are you just lasting for a momentary time?

I wonder how things between us work out just fine,

I hesitate to believe if this love is divine.

Sometimes I doubt if I truly am the only one,

Why does in my mind lurk a shade of suspicion?

Am I just insecure or loving you too much?

"Do you really love me?" is what I often ask.

Sometimes I doubt about your fidelity

Why are these crazy thoughts distracting me?

I can't even consider any of your words,

Is it because I listen to some rumors?

Yes, I may have doubts in my heart and brain,

That are mainly caused by non-sense things,

But something certain will I promise you,

I never doubt choosing and loving you...